Frustration.

Frustration, it's odd for me, maybe it is for everyone.
It's like being hit. It's not gentle or gradual, it's being hit by something, and being hit hard, and it just kind of sits there.
You can feel it, under your skin. You can feel your frustration and everything inside of you just coming out as it goes in.
Taking it out, fixing your frustration, it can be so painful, but it's so necessary or it just builds up...
It's so easy to just let it sit there.


I've been really frustrated lately with my art mostly [I keep re-doing my commissions.] but I'm also reading a self-help book which is actually really neat and giving me a new perspective...
I don't know, I'm kind of just in an awkward place right now but I've been better than I was a few weeks ago.
Haven't done a vent in a while.
Haven't vented at all in a while.
Probably a key reason why today it just exploded on me.


I'm searching for better things.
I'll get to replying to all my messages soon....